Dear Diary...
Sunday, 13 May 2012
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They always say you'll find your happiness only when you find your true self.
And I realised I may have been lost in only what people expect me to be, which is miserable. E usual me is more happy-go-lucky than ever. And I just need to get that optimism back.
I wanna find peace...
Wednesday, 09 May 2012
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It is gonna be a year since e day we decided to vow our lives with each other. E day two became one. I can hardly believe though 365 days have passsed so quickly in e blink of an eye, maybe because there aren't many major commitments in our life as of yet.
Unfortunately, it also means that any differences beyond this day will mean a legal separation, and if that day comes, I will become a divorcee. Much as I hate to have such negative thoughts, I cant help denying that since e day we walked through our ceremony, our love was never as pure as before. You started to have so many demands...and yet you decided you wanted your freedom to do all e things you like.
Nevertheless, I guess 'love' is so strong, it gives one e courage to move on even though in blindness. And I will try to pull myself through. Just because I love you, and have decided my life to be with you.
Since e day I said 'I do.'
Monday, 23 April 2012
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I can vividly remember e days we had so much fun and love. But those days seem more far away than ever. I wonder how is it you are able to change so drastically into another person, someone I dont remember saying 'I do' to, and why. Whatever do our vows mean to you? Maybe it was a mistake to you. This's not e life you wanted. Because I know if we were to turn back time, I would still have agreed to spending my life with you. Yet, I cant seem to communicate with you anymore. And I hate everything as it is now.
Cos' what hurts e most...is all we've been through obviously means nothing to you. Even if they do, you dont try to keep me with you.
Fly away...boy. Find your happiness. Let me find mine too.
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
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Love my girls ♥
Love my hubby ♥
It's a month before e big day...and I'm starting to get jittery. So many to do, so lil time. What's new? But I am gonna make it e best one-of-e-lifetime event. I just need to keep up with e momentum.
Monday, 10 October 2011
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Paris/ Rome/ London 2011
BONJOUR ♥
I wish I can laze in e sidewalk cafes every evening watching e people go by, thinking about nothing but love. ;)
Monday, 15 August 2011
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There is no such thing as a perfect family, but that is what makes life more challenging, unique and beautiful.
Life/Family is not always as we dreamed it would be. Just because you are getting married and starting a new family does not necessarily mean you are starting on a clean slate. Yes it is a new chapter, but when two families come together, often it comes with baggage and family issues that need to be dealt with.
One thing is becoming clearer to me, life is complex, but LOVE seems to simplify all things. (Quote from Diary&Design)
Friday, 05 August 2011
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Life is filled with ups and downs, I can feel so upset one day and be cheerful e next. So many contradictions in life sometimes, and I've learnt to take things in my stride and focus on my priorities. :)
I am so looking forward to 17 August 2011 - gonna take a long break from e buzzing life. It's time I just lay back and relax, and admire all good things in e world I could have missed. I wanna watch e sunrise and sunset, take a walk on e beach and let my hair flow with e wind, see more of e world, buy presents for my closest kins, especially my baby Russell and cute lil Hammie, and eat e best food I can get. :D
Life is about appreciation and how you survive with your many priorities. I cant say I'm e best with it, but I'm moving and learning, with each step I make. I dont count e years goin on, but try to make my dearest people around me happy everyday.
And this is my life.
♥
Monday, 25 July 2011
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Sometimes I wish I can just leave everything behind and move to a faraway place...with e never-ending greenery, calm blue sea, lovely animals and a right prince who might just come someday.
I wish so hard...
And I hope it's not too little, too late.
Thursday, 30 June 2011
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Time is too fast to miss. Once lost, forever lost. And I have loads of work waiting for me. Slog slog slog...
Dont miss e chance to catch up with your good friends...good friends dont come by easily.
I love to love. I love my friends, I love my dearest kins, I love my pets, I love my life, I love me.
♥
Friday, 10 June 2011
Loves,
Renee.
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- Name: Renee
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 7/17/2007
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Interests: dressing up in my lovely dresses and make-up, french manicure, shopping, pigging, succumbing to my chocolate indulgences, meeting my lovely gfs, partying, moonlighting, cooking my fav dishes, dreaming, shopping, chilling, taking pics, love to be in e arms of my loved one...
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